Travel nerves? To be honest: Not yet! But shouldn’t I be totally over-excited by now, I mean there are only a little less than four weeks left before the “big move” - which actually won’t be that big because I have to fit all my belongings in two suitcases. Hm, how to do that? I will worry about it later. Yes, and that is the point. I am thinking about London life a lot - would be strange if not because it simply is a new chapter of life which is about to start. However, I am super busy at the moment - writing articles, working (internship) and having my own little projects. Also, a big birthday party is coming up which will be lots of fun and the week after, I will be going to Zingst - the lovely small town located at the East Sea - together with T. And afterwards? Well, afterwards…there will then only be a couple of weeks left and if “it” hasn’t caught up with me until then, it will most likely hit me these 14 days before departure. I am as calm as I have never been before. Maybe I am just recharching my battery and trying to save all the energy for everything new?
But then I will finally be running round like a headless chicken - for sure!
But why worrying and being nervous? There only is the space of two suitcases and those are filled easily. Everything else, I just cannot influence. What is wrong with me? Because usually, I am the first one to be super nervous, about basically everthing “new”. Have I grown up, maybe? I don’t even know if this has got something to do with becoming more mature etc. Oh well, just doing the things I have to do and enjoying the things that are planned. London will come soon enough and the excitement, as well as nervousness won’t be able to keep a low profile any longer.
Just be fearless and joyful and choose a new path.